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Spirals

by Joe Agger

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1.
As I look around to see a shadow My time has been cut short I must’ve discovered reality Before it discovers me I try so hard To understand What is this? That we’re living a dream Nightmares of life Shatter past Consuming the darkness Will the light ever come this way? I’ve got a question: Who is this? Who do I belong to? And now they say I don’t exist Working on a private mission By myself, I’d love permission To use your name As an example of greatness Brother, sister, friend, time’s run out I need to fly away, or Die away Who is this you call? Do I exist? I’ve got a question: Who is this? Who do I belong to? And now say I don’t exist, whoa, whoa Watching, crawling, screaming, dying Choking on a spirit A non-existent spirit, yeah Let the non-existent game you play to hurt me Stop in it’s tracks I’ve got a question: Who is this? Who do I belong to? And now they say I don’t exist, whoa I don’t exist, no I don't exist Put me out of my pain Put me out of my misery For yeah the main world’s gonna be so dangerous A young man follows his daily routine, routine To see his reflection above the gun, yeah To see his reflection above the gun To see his reflection above the gun
2.
I cave in under fluorescent lights They beam me down and I fall to my knees It all comes in patterns, stitches, crossroads And its hard to feel alive Its easy to see what’s wrong with me Its easy to see what’s wrong with me I will disintegrate with words on Wire More likely to shake out fists of gold I paint proposals in records on the wall In statues unseen from a suburb window In hospital linoleum and chipping paint In realizations that come when I forget my own name Its easy to see what’s wrong with me Its easy to see what’s wrong with me I will disintegrate with words on Wire More likely to shake out fists of gold I hang up paintings of a life untold One that I dreamed of as a child I walk in this forest still to see If my tree tangles with bitter company My words are coming out now Breaking in patterns with spiked confidence At the peak is where I wish to stay Without fading on a dismal day Its easy to see what’s wrong with me Its easy to see what’s wrong with me I will disintegrate with words on Wire More likely to shake out fists of gold
3.
Spirals 02:28
Breaths come Breaths come in spirals Colors speak to the air And I view them The view from up here is a scope of a melting sunset Oh darling the dreary is eradicated and the brilliant is incoming Thoughts pass Thoughts pass like cirrus clouds Wispy and unthought of Unique in every sense The rain has passed for now and its foggy but clearing Oh darling the weary is dissipating and the stellar is incoming Encircling you Encircling you are flowers The most vibrant ones you’ve ever seen I laid them out in patterns for you Encircling you Encircling you are flowers The most vibrant ones you’ve ever seen I laid them out in patterns for you
4.
Thoughts drip like rosewater in a vase Dreams they make me feel so out of place And I’m wondering If this world is just glitter in a jar? And I'm wondering If it's all just fluid? And I paint the sky the gradient of light that mirrors from your misty eyes I paint the walls, I start with black then I trace over with color Clumps of lilac paint splatter on to reclaim victory And I’m wondering If it’s all just fluid If it’s all just fluid
5.
Gay Ghosts 02:52
You have found me off the grid I tremble as the ground collects and meager fists shake Fists hesitate because of the cold you give off You live off The ambiance you give off mesmerizes me Over time you’ve learned to give off warmth And that warmth inspires and touches its captive The dew collects and so do your tear stains But darling they’ll disappear with my reign You have brought me off the grid You have brought me out to gaze at a melty gradient of light I drown, but into a beautiful pond where my doubts have escaped The ghosts under the table dissipate Your words turn into a warmth so distinct Come to me in the night and bring me the bottle
6.
Slight Rope 02:51
Climb with me to the other dimension I feel stationary and that is not where I belong Unravel the ground with me I’ve been up in static, I’ve been doing myself wrong Wrong, wrong Wrong, wrong I don’t belong where the cold abides I do belong where the faith resides I don’t belong the world ends I do belong where the creating starts I’ve been up in static, I’ve been doing myself wrong Wrong, wrong Wrong, wrong I’ve been up in static, I’ve been doing myself wrong, wrong Wrong, wrong Wrong, wrong Wrong, wro-

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this is my new ep.



the artwork was taken on August 10th, next to the beltway wall in my neighborhood. I felt like the aesthetic of the overgrown forest and the rundown beltway wall creates a very unique contrast. even if I'm leaving this place for somewhere new (I'm moving to Colorado) it'll still be my small forest, my small creative oasis, my room for discovery, somewhere I'll never forget for as long as I live.

I've lived in this neighborhood for these 18 years of my life so far, I've smelled all the earth here and I've grown with the trees here. I've dreamt here. I'm very much ready to move on to greater and lovelier places.

I named this EP "spirals" because as my father likes to put it, the world is a "swirly-whirly" where one minute a bright sky clears out, and the next minute brings complications. people are always moving in and out and in again.


(if anyone was wondering, "gay ghosts" and "slight rope" are kinda alternate versions of each other, like two sides of the same coin)

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released August 18, 2015

all instruments, arrangements and vocals by Joe Agger
photography by Aja Li-Miyamoto

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Joe Agger Denver, Colorado

my name is Joe, and I've been writing songs since I was 8 years old. you'll mainly hear me playing guitar, bass, appalachian dulcimer, ukulele, and autoharp on here. my goal is to unite people with my musical stylings, and I operate as a glam folk and pop chanteur. enjoy. ... more

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